I can live alone, if self-respect and circumstances require me so to
do. I need not sell my soul to buy bliss. I have an inward treasure born
with me, which can keep me alive if all extraneous delights should be
withheld, or offered only at a price I cannot afford to give.
Do you want to build a snowman?
Come on let's go and play
I never see you anymore
Come out the door
It's like you've gone away We used to be best buddies
And now we're not I wish you would tell me why
Do you want to build a snowman?
Noun
1. the state or fact of being ignorant; lack of knowledge, learning, information, etc.
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Being ignored feels like shit. When you effin don't know what you did wrong. Friends ignoring each other? It's common problematical teenage life. But still, for the people who are being ignored, they feel like they are invisible, unworthy.
Why do I know all of these? Because I'm currently being ignored by one of my so called best friend. And trust me, it hurts million times more than your crush hates you.
Thankyou dear friend, for teaching me another value of life.
I have just finished reading another fanfiction again, and the title is Love Seat. I'm not going to review the story, I just want to talk about it. I just find that the story is very dear for me. Maybe because I've been patiently enough to subscribe since day one, and waited until the story is completed. Or maybe just because the story itself.
There are no strangers here, just another friend we haven't met.
It's the tagline of the story, and hey it's true isn't it? We call them stranger because we have never met them. We call them friends, because we are familiar with them.
I find sooo many inspirational words from this story. This one is my favorite one
"I'm not ordering you around. I just leave you with no other choice"
Seriously though, there are many even more beautiful words other than that. But when I read that sentence, it strucked me like lightning (exaggerate mode: on). And I can just reallyyyy relate to the girl, I don't know why.
I started to watch this show since its 4th season, and damn I should have started watching this earlier. I don't know why, but all of the contestants are THAT GOOD. Like literally, every time they sing, it's like flawless. Okay maybe that is an exaggeration but NOOOOO they're that good. I had been watching shows like American Idol and all, but I do not think that they lived up to the point of the voice has been. Maybe it's because the celebrity coach, but no. They have been that good since their blind auditions. So I don't know, it kind of drawn me to the show itself, and of course. Adam Levine.
For people who's just beginning to watch the show must be confuse at first, because it has so many rounds. There are the blind auditions, the battle rounds, the knockout rounds, the live-playoff, and the live itself.
Blind audition is probably the most exciting rounds of all. Because the judges would battle around themselves to have the contestant. And their bantering is always cute and funny and laughable. There's this Blake-Levine showdown, Cee Lo's funny metaphors, Christina's sass, Shakira and her limited English words, and usher who is just being..... usher. This is where the contestant only has 90 seconds to sing their heart out hoping it would reach one of the judges ear. And the judges have to pick up to 12 people so they can form a team. Like Team Adam, Team Blake, etc.
And then there's the battle rounds. Battle rounds maybe have the most quality in it because 2 people from the same team battle it out, like they perform a song and sing it like a duet do. As the result, the coach must pick the winner of the battle who can move forward to the next round, and the losing one would have to come home with their thank you for the amazing opportunity, it has been really wonderful and pleasurable time with you blalalalala and hoping to get stolen. Yes! The other coach can steal 2 people from other coach who doesn't get picked.
Huft I got tired writing about this so I'll just briefly explain that knock out rounds are pretty much like battle rounds, where 2 people go head to head with another and they sing separately. And the chance to pick the song is given to the contestants. Here, the coaches can pick 1 again as the winner, and there's this steal again starting in season 5. The other coach can steal 1 person from other team. But in season 6, there is no knock out round. There's only battle rounds part 2. Like really?
We got to the play-off! So know, the coaches should have had 5 people in their team. 4 in case of season 4, because there were no steals in knockout rounds that time. It should have been live play-off, but starting season 6 it's not live. I don't know why the format in season 6 has so many changes, but well nevermind. It's the same like in live shows, they sing 1 song like every normal singing competition have.
This song here, hasn't gotten the attention it deserved. I really like this song, and the words are just beautiful. It's by Karina Pasian
Slow Motion
I Know That You've Been Calling Me,
And I'm happy that we met.
Don't think that I'm not interested.
I'm just playing hard to get
So much about this crazy game they call love
That I'm trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I?
You seem to know just what you want
And I like your confidence
Some things a girl should never rush
Cause If you do you hurt yourself
So much about this crazy game they call love
I'm still trying to understand,
So could you be my best friend,
Before you call yourself my man
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't I
I'm too young for tears in the night
And it's to soon for this to be right
Don't wanna mess with your pride
The questions not when but why
Why can't I love you in slow motion,
Take my time,
Take away the pressure on my mind
Really get to know you
But rewind
I Wanna love you in slow motion
Why can't... I
Nothing special in particular. I just write "A golden butterfly" on google and holy moly, most of the results are about crime scene. Are you freaking kidding me? I love the phrase too much to change it. So I just look at the pictures and yeshhhh Golden Butterfly does exist everyone! Seriously here is the picture:
I come up with this phrase when I was writing a story. Well it's for my school assignment, and I just happen to like the word butterfly. One thing led to another and it turned out that the title of the story is "A Golden Butterfly".
Enough with my ranting. I'm feeling totally incredibly ingenuously incredulously super mega bored today. Who knows I could write until 10 posts today?
So
like I said earlier, I'd like to talk about fanfictions. Because I just
couldn't find the right person to listen to my ranting about the
stories. Like sometimes, I just love the story too much, and become a little annoying to my friends, so I figure, I can just write it.
Title: To Daddy, With Love
Author: AutumnHearts
Tags: angst, drama, family, sliceoflife
Where can you find it: Here!
Starring Kim Jongin of EXO, this is one of my favorite Kai story I
ever read. The story revolves around Kim Jongin, who had knocked a girl
out, leaving her pregnant. But to make it worse, she's no some girl.
She's Park Taehee, his rival in practically everything, if I must quote
the foreword. They loathed each other, being in the same workplace.
Blame the alcohol to make this happen, or maybe fate?
Kai wouldn't be the idol like everyone knows here. He will be the
right hand of the company's owner, as well as his bestfriend - Oh Sehun.
And Park Taehee, given the same position in the same company, but for the other owner - Jung Haeun. The story itself is pretty confusing, and I must warned you, you might not like Jongin at first.
The author writes really well. Like really. And then the storyline
itself, even though it's a bit cliche at first, but chapter by chapter,
you'll find yourself warming up with the characters. You'll eventually
love Jongin and Taehee, with their unborn child Park Jongmin
*spoiler alert*
The part that I like the most, is when Taehee gave Jongin the letter
from Jongmin. And Jongin read it and just break down. The content of the
letter itself is heart-wrenching.
" To Daddy, .....
.....
.....
.....
Kim Jongin-shi, whose face I stole, promise I will take care of
Mommy and try to make her smile. She's prettier when she's happy, when
she doesn't wear black. I wish you to be happy too, with your life. And
maybe one day, I could introduce my self to you, while standing tall and
proud. With Love, Park Jongmin"
It's the last paragraph of the letter. I cried while reading this. Literally.
Okay, hi.
I don't know whether I should write this post because well, it's kind of new for me. I guess no one will read this too so might as well just say what I want to say.
So, I made this blog out of randomness, boredom, and the joy of doing nothing. That's the thing. I don't really like not doing anything. School is over for me, I'm just waiting for the result and college entrance exams.
Here's the thing of me: i like listening to music both western and kpop (hey they're the trends now), reading novels or just mere fanfictions (because imaginations are always better than reality), watching movies or dramas or cartoons, even animes (i was once young too, who doesn't watch captain tsubasa?), sleep, and eat. I'm your typical girl next door huh?
Maybe I'll post about fanfictions, dramas, or just spazzing about EXO and girls generation (hell yeah I love them). Maybe I'll just post something random like this one here. Or maybe I can get serious and post something serious too. So bear with me please.
I guess, that's all i want to say. Wondering why the url name is so long? Because I freakin couldn't get the simpler ones that I want.
